This is what I want to feel like!!!

This is what I want to feel like!!!
How I feel when I'm over her knee!!!

Saturday, May 16, 2015

New spanking bench...............

I just posted a picture of the spanking bench my wife and I have coming. I told her that when we get it she should secure me to it and beat my ass until I sob like a baby! Of course, it was supposed to be here today but it did not arrive. I am glad because I am trying to backtrack from my earlier bravado with her. It all sounded good until I really thought about what I had asked for. The bench comes with nine restraints: two for each arm, two for each leg and one for around the waist. In other words no escape! I am really going to have to man up because I am extremely claustrophobic and this system will hold me completely immobile. I will probably forget about that once the pain starts...........in other words this is a no win situation.............lol

Monday, March 16, 2015

I gotta say............

Although I like my wife having the authority to spank me.................I am having a real problem with the submissive part. I am really conflicted about this. I like her having some control but I am having problems letting her have all of it.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Happy to report..............


After 53 years of life I have the strict disciplinarian I have always wanted. When we started out in this relationship I was the spanker, then we drifted into switch territory for awhile. I have always dreamed of being a very disciplined husband, and it took awhile but my wife is finally in the "swing" of things as it were.....lol. At first we switched a lot. Then I sent her every article, story, and video I could find on the subject of Domestic Discipline...female style! Although she read, and looked at everything I sent her, it took her some time to arrive at what I was looking for. I would send her another story after she had spanked me for a transgression....the story would lean more towards what I was looking for. Now I feel like I might be creating a monster as she is stricter and spanking me harder. She also does not let me get away with the things that she used to! Life is good!!!

Saturday, December 27, 2014

The twelve days of ass blistering............

My wife is off for Christmas vacation and has stated that she is going to spank me everyday. So far, we're five days in and the spankings have been harder, and longer, than usual. I have a feeling that she has been reading all of the stories, and letters, I have been sending her. The stories always include very, very severe ass blisterings that result in the man blubbering over his wife's knee. All I am sure of is that somehow she decided to become a more advanced spanked. She added a few tricks to her arsenal: Longer, harder and lots of swats to the exact same spot.............all of these combined have added a new level of pain to my spankings, which is good and bad..............lol. Maybe she is trying to get me to the point of tears that I have always dreamed of. Maybe she is getting ready to move on to giving me true punishment spankings. Only time will tell. I will tell you that I worship my wife even more than I did before (which I didn't think was possible) and my butt is getting more tender by the day. I have not recovered from last nights spanking and it's almost time for another one. Each spanking is a new form of agony as my butt is still raw from the night before. Even though each spanking seems worse than the night before, I would still not want it any other way. This is the life I chose; this is the life I want!!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

The spankings have started anew!

My wife is off on Christmas break and she informed me that she is going to spank me every day that she is off. I have had three spankings so far, and they have all been harder than usual. I still have twelve more days to go. Ouuuuuch!!! I am so lucky.............I think.......................lol

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Sorry about the lack of posts

But, to tell the truth, there has not been a whole lot to post about. Since boot camp the spankings have been very few, and very far between. If you ask me what happened I would have to say that I don't have the slightest idea. Maybe it is too much. Although she has not said that it is. When she has me over her knee she tells me that she is going to get back in the habit of tanning my hide twice a week..........then, three weeks later, she says the same thing. I will keep you updated.

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Day 2

It was awesome!!! The spankings were harder to take because my pain tolerance was down and my bottom was a little tenderized from the yesterday. That being said I felt that our marriage improved 600% because of boot camp...........and, to tell the truth, I never thought it could be better than how awesome it already was!!! I love my wife more than I did before we started it, another thing that I did not think was possible!!! Not only do we have a better understanding of our roles in this lifestyle, but because of the homework assignments, we also have a better understanding of each other. I speak for both of us when I say that so far this is the best thing we have done for our marriage. Below I am posting a link on where you can get the book on how to do this. This is a commitment that is so worth it!

http://learningdd.com/products/product/a-how-to-guide-to-domestic-discipline-boot-camp-ebook/

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

The first day of boot camp:

Okay......update: We got through the first day and let me tell you it was an amazing experience! I had an amazing pain tolerance so the spankings were not bad, but they were not the important part, as I thought they would be. The great part was the homework assignments that we had to do as a couple. The program calls for us to do four assignments each day. I did not think that it was possible to love my wife more than I did: I was wrong! After every assignment we completed I could literally feel the love get deeper between us....and this statement goes for both of us. I have a glow that I have not felt in awhile; we both now have a stronger love!!! I will update on the second day tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Update

My wife and I have scheduled our boot camp for August 12th & 13th. Hopefully for me and my bottom, I will not regret it. I will let you know how it goes...........maybe with updates as it happens, but that will be up to my wife.
Wish us luck!!!

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Bring it on home...............

Ordered, and read, a book about going through a Domestic Discipline boot camp with your spouse. The camp, that is only for the two people involved, is to help both partners understand their roles. For my wife it is to help her to maintain her rules by not letting any mistake go unpunished. For me it is to help me not to push the boundaries my wife sets, and to respect her word as law. It helps my wife to not accept any backtalk, or shirking of responsibilities, without punishing me (spanking, corner time, mouth soaping, writing lines, grounding, etc.) We are going to try this camp when we have time. It is a two day experience that consists of four spankings a day, two of which are severe. There are also many exercises for us to complete. I will let you know the results after we complete the camp.

Here is the link to get the book: The Domestic Discipline Boot Camp Basics | Learning Domestic ...
learningdd.com/blog/the-domestic-discipline-boot-camp-basics/

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

It happened tonight.......................

My first punishment spanking. One minute of spanking as hard as she could, a minute rest for her arm, and then another minute of spanking. Tonight was one of those nights that I had an excellent pain tolerance..............so it really wasn't that bad for me. I kind of wish it had been more unbearable, but it was the first one so it was awesome!!! If my pain tolerance had been low I would have gone through the wall. She needs to build up her arm and I need to make my butt more tender. Who else, but an absolute Goddess would care to make all of my dreams come true?  I love and worship my wife with all of my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

We shall see................

I told my wife that I would like to experience a small punishment spanking. It was recommended by my "Aunt" that she give me two minutes of non-stop spanking. We have not done it yet. I found out that my Ipad has a timer..........I set it for two minutes because I was curious. Holy shit! Two minutes seems like a loooooong, unbearable time!!! Time seemed to tick by so slowly when I imagine what I will be going though when I set it for real.

I will let you know my feelings after it happens.............if I can still sit.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Taking a new direction.............

My wife/mommy and I are entering into an Female Led Relationship (FLR) at my request. This is something I have wanted to try. I dream of being controlled, frequently spanked severely, and made to kneel at her feet. We are getting a lot of info from this site:  http://learningdd.com/

Thursday, March 13, 2014

It's exciting.............

My wife is starting to enjoy her more dominant role now, she is constantly using her ability to spank me as a threat to keep me in line. She has also employed some, what I like to call, "right now" spankings. That spanking is where she feels I am being a little to much of a smartass and makes me drop my pants wherever I am at, in the house, and smacks my rear with whatever is handy. We have a paddle hanging on the wall in the kitchen, which I posted a picture of,
and a Jokari on top of the refrigerator............she has me drop my pants, grab the sink, and then she spanks me. The spanking is only a few swats, but it gets my attention. I love my wife!!! God help me if she becomes really strict!!!

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

My wife gave me a maintenance spanking tonight, it was the first in three weeks. I was really sick, for two weeks, and then my depression kicked me to the curb for one. I just wanted to post this small update to express that I am still alive............and I still think my wife ROCKS!!!

Sunday, January 19, 2014

My wife has been being fairly consistent...........

She has been spanking me almost every other day. She misses sometimes, but she makes up for it. We are going to take it to the next level as I have given her my consent to give me full on, thirty second, punishment spankings when I commit small infractions. That way we can at least get started down the road to a true punishment spanking.
I will let you know how it goes.

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Yay me...................maybe

My wife has been giving me maintenance spanking every other day for awhile....now she informs me that she is going to take all of the control. No more topping from the bottom for me. No more telling her how I like to be, or want to be spanked. I asked her if she thought she would be okay with having all of the control....she said she was okay with it if I trusted her. I told her that I trust her completely! There has been no one in my life that I have ever trusted more.
We keep evolving, and growing. I love it!!! Just goes to show that dreams do come true.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

This is a letter that I just gave my wife:

Cause for severe spanking:

1. Yelling at you
2. Treating you with disrespect
3. Not doing my chores well, or on time
4. Just because you feel like it (i.e. crabby, pissed off, had a bad day.)
5. Helping me with my depression
6. Acting like a spoiled brat (yelling, being a dick to people, driving like a moron.)
7. Not eating right (not losing weight.)

I am sure that you can come up with plenty of other reasons to beat my ass purple.............use them!!!
I have been dreaming, fantasizing, craving, and longing for this in my life for so long. Be my very strict wife and I will love you more than ever!!! Don't let me get away with anything. Do not let me talk, or beg my way out of any severe blistering that I have earned myself!!! I need this desperately in my life.........I am just so afraid of the pain associated with the blistering. But, I do need this in my life.
I need you to understand one thing that is an absolute fact: I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU IF YOU CANNOT DO THIS FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will understand if you feel that this is too much, as it is a little strange, actually, a fucking lot strange!!! I mean after all, what kind of man asks his wife to treat him like a child, keep tabs on his behavior, and beat his ass purple when he is bad? (except for me that is.....lol) I need the strict guidance, frequently being reduced to a bawling little boy, and the loved feeling of being a disciplined husband.
I have fantasies about this lifestyle everyday.....EVERYDAY!!!!!! No days goes by that I don't crave this in my life........not one. I was born this way and it will never change. I imagine that it's the same as being born gay..........getting my ass blistered fulfills me.

The fear of it has always kept me from fulfilling my dreams; always kept me unfulfilled. Please help me! I imagine that after one full fledged ass beating that I will try to back out of this........please do not let me!!! Spank me until I beg, plead, and sob, and than go a bit further.



(She said the she was perfectly alright with doing this, so now I had better watch my step.)

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Well, it happened!!!

My "Aunt" came to town today. She, and my wife, went to town on me. I went over both of their knees at one time; they beat my ass together. I was given two stays in the corner: one after the first round of spanking, and one after the second round. The third round was where my Aunty took over the spanking and my Mommy/wife held my legs down. They tried their best to get me to cry, but no dice. I can tell you one thing............it was not because they went easy on me. By the time they were done spanking me my ass was three times it's normal size it was so swollen! They beat my ass for probably two hours and I hardly marked at all. Let me tell you that it did hurt!!!!!!!!! We videotaped the whole thing and I will post it when I get a copy. I know that my Aunty is going to post it on spankingtube when she has it, too.
I am so grateful to my wife for making all of my dreams come true!!! I remember thinking that everyone that wrote a post about this lifestyle happening in their life was full of shit. But now I get my ass beat at least twice a week......and I could not be happier. What did I do in my life to deserve everyone of my fantasies to come true? I really don't know, but I do know when I have been blessed. Thank you my Wife, My Goddess, and my Aunty!!!

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Nervous as hell........

My wife, and my stepmom........(who now wants to be known as my aunt) are going to take turns literally roasting my bottom on Saturday. I will be over the knee for some of it; I will be secured on a spanking bench for some of it. I am nervous as fuck because I have been saying that I want this to be a real punishment spanking, with me crying real tears. Now, I am not so hot for this idea. Fear has started to worm it's way into my guts now!!! I will let you guys know what happens.

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Progress, not perfection.............

My wife has been giving me maintenance spankings once, or twice, a week now. However, I have avoided a punishment spanking by being good......meaning doing the least I can do without getting my ass beat. I want, crave, and have dreamed my whole life, to be severely spanked by a strict woman. My wife has not had a chance to do this because I am afraid of the pain. My dream is to be made into a frequently spanked, bawling, husband. I spend too much time topping from the bottom for her to ever achieve full rein of my discipline. However, I decided to change all of that and turn my life, and discipline, totally over to her. I got her a book to read on disciplining husbands called "How have your wife use Domestic Discipline on you or just spank you hard." by David Xzenre. She has read about a third of it and so far she likes it. She has not gotten to the part in the book where it describes how a discipline spanking should be given..........I may never sit again!!!
The whole point of this post is to say that I have finally found the woman who can give, and is willing to give me, the punishment I crave...............IT'S ABOUT TIME I LET HER DO IT!!! ;-)

Monday, July 29, 2013

The day draws closer...........

The day when my stepmother, who i have been bratting for months, comes to visit. i am going to get my ass blistered badly......i know that i promised to upload a video of the last time she was here, but i am not quite savvy enough to do so. so we are both going to do it. My stepmother and myself will upload the video of my spanking. Hopefully my Mommy will also blister my ass......i have been told that this beating will be spread out over several hours so hopefully i will cry!!! he is coming into town on August 16th. i don't know the exact day of my blistering. i definatly want to post this so that you know that i am for real.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

AWESOME!!!

I just ordered the paddles I have always wanted!!! I cannot wait to have them used on my unprotected ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will post a picture of the paddles.