This is what I want to feel like!!!

This is what I want to feel like!!!
How I feel when I'm over her knee!!!

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Day 2

It was awesome!!! The spankings were harder to take because my pain tolerance was down and my bottom was a little tenderized from the yesterday. That being said I felt that our marriage improved 600% because of boot camp...........and, to tell the truth, I never thought it could be better than how awesome it already was!!! I love my wife more than I did before we started it, another thing that I did not think was possible!!! Not only do we have a better understanding of our roles in this lifestyle, but because of the homework assignments, we also have a better understanding of each other. I speak for both of us when I say that so far this is the best thing we have done for our marriage. Below I am posting a link on where you can get the book on how to do this. This is a commitment that is so worth it!

http://learningdd.com/products/product/a-how-to-guide-to-domestic-discipline-boot-camp-ebook/

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

The first day of boot camp:

Okay......update: We got through the first day and let me tell you it was an amazing experience! I had an amazing pain tolerance so the spankings were not bad, but they were not the important part, as I thought they would be. The great part was the homework assignments that we had to do as a couple. The program calls for us to do four assignments each day. I did not think that it was possible to love my wife more than I did: I was wrong! After every assignment we completed I could literally feel the love get deeper between us....and this statement goes for both of us. I have a glow that I have not felt in awhile; we both now have a stronger love!!! I will update on the second day tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Update

My wife and I have scheduled our boot camp for August 12th & 13th. Hopefully for me and my bottom, I will not regret it. I will let you know how it goes...........maybe with updates as it happens, but that will be up to my wife.
Wish us luck!!!

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Bring it on home...............

Ordered, and read, a book about going through a Domestic Discipline boot camp with your spouse. The camp, that is only for the two people involved, is to help both partners understand their roles. For my wife it is to help her to maintain her rules by not letting any mistake go unpunished. For me it is to help me not to push the boundaries my wife sets, and to respect her word as law. It helps my wife to not accept any backtalk, or shirking of responsibilities, without punishing me (spanking, corner time, mouth soaping, writing lines, grounding, etc.) We are going to try this camp when we have time. It is a two day experience that consists of four spankings a day, two of which are severe. There are also many exercises for us to complete. I will let you know the results after we complete the camp.

Here is the link to get the book: The Domestic Discipline Boot Camp Basics | Learning Domestic ...
learningdd.com/blog/the-domestic-discipline-boot-camp-basics/

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

It happened tonight.......................

My first punishment spanking. One minute of spanking as hard as she could, a minute rest for her arm, and then another minute of spanking. Tonight was one of those nights that I had an excellent pain tolerance..............so it really wasn't that bad for me. I kind of wish it had been more unbearable, but it was the first one so it was awesome!!! If my pain tolerance had been low I would have gone through the wall. She needs to build up her arm and I need to make my butt more tender. Who else, but an absolute Goddess would care to make all of my dreams come true?  I love and worship my wife with all of my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

We shall see................

I told my wife that I would like to experience a small punishment spanking. It was recommended by my "Aunt" that she give me two minutes of non-stop spanking. We have not done it yet. I found out that my Ipad has a timer..........I set it for two minutes because I was curious. Holy shit! Two minutes seems like a loooooong, unbearable time!!! Time seemed to tick by so slowly when I imagine what I will be going though when I set it for real.

I will let you know my feelings after it happens.............if I can still sit.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Taking a new direction.............

My wife/mommy and I are entering into an Female Led Relationship (FLR) at my request. This is something I have wanted to try. I dream of being controlled, frequently spanked severely, and made to kneel at her feet. We are getting a lot of info from this site:  http://learningdd.com/

Thursday, March 13, 2014

It's exciting.............

My wife is starting to enjoy her more dominant role now, she is constantly using her ability to spank me as a threat to keep me in line. She has also employed some, what I like to call, "right now" spankings. That spanking is where she feels I am being a little to much of a smartass and makes me drop my pants wherever I am at, in the house, and smacks my rear with whatever is handy. We have a paddle hanging on the wall in the kitchen, which I posted a picture of,
and a Jokari on top of the refrigerator............she has me drop my pants, grab the sink, and then she spanks me. The spanking is only a few swats, but it gets my attention. I love my wife!!! God help me if she becomes really strict!!!

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

My wife gave me a maintenance spanking tonight, it was the first in three weeks. I was really sick, for two weeks, and then my depression kicked me to the curb for one. I just wanted to post this small update to express that I am still alive............and I still think my wife ROCKS!!!

Sunday, January 19, 2014

My wife has been being fairly consistent...........

She has been spanking me almost every other day. She misses sometimes, but she makes up for it. We are going to take it to the next level as I have given her my consent to give me full on, thirty second, punishment spankings when I commit small infractions. That way we can at least get started down the road to a true punishment spanking.
I will let you know how it goes.

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Yay me...................maybe

My wife has been giving me maintenance spanking every other day for awhile....now she informs me that she is going to take all of the control. No more topping from the bottom for me. No more telling her how I like to be, or want to be spanked. I asked her if she thought she would be okay with having all of the control....she said she was okay with it if I trusted her. I told her that I trust her completely! There has been no one in my life that I have ever trusted more.
We keep evolving, and growing. I love it!!! Just goes to show that dreams do come true.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

This is a letter that I just gave my wife:

Cause for severe spanking:

1. Yelling at you
2. Treating you with disrespect
3. Not doing my chores well, or on time
4. Just because you feel like it (i.e. crabby, pissed off, had a bad day.)
5. Helping me with my depression
6. Acting like a spoiled brat (yelling, being a dick to people, driving like a moron.)
7. Not eating right (not losing weight.)

I am sure that you can come up with plenty of other reasons to beat my ass purple.............use them!!!
I have been dreaming, fantasizing, craving, and longing for this in my life for so long. Be my very strict wife and I will love you more than ever!!! Don't let me get away with anything. Do not let me talk, or beg my way out of any severe blistering that I have earned myself!!! I need this desperately in my life.........I am just so afraid of the pain associated with the blistering. But, I do need this in my life.
I need you to understand one thing that is an absolute fact: I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU IF YOU CANNOT DO THIS FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will understand if you feel that this is too much, as it is a little strange, actually, a fucking lot strange!!! I mean after all, what kind of man asks his wife to treat him like a child, keep tabs on his behavior, and beat his ass purple when he is bad? (except for me that is.....lol) I need the strict guidance, frequently being reduced to a bawling little boy, and the loved feeling of being a disciplined husband.
I have fantasies about this lifestyle everyday.....EVERYDAY!!!!!! No days goes by that I don't crave this in my life........not one. I was born this way and it will never change. I imagine that it's the same as being born gay..........getting my ass blistered fulfills me.

The fear of it has always kept me from fulfilling my dreams; always kept me unfulfilled. Please help me! I imagine that after one full fledged ass beating that I will try to back out of this........please do not let me!!! Spank me until I beg, plead, and sob, and than go a bit further.



(She said the she was perfectly alright with doing this, so now I had better watch my step.)

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Well, it happened!!!

My "Aunt" came to town today. She, and my wife, went to town on me. I went over both of their knees at one time; they beat my ass together. I was given two stays in the corner: one after the first round of spanking, and one after the second round. The third round was where my Aunty took over the spanking and my Mommy/wife held my legs down. They tried their best to get me to cry, but no dice. I can tell you one thing............it was not because they went easy on me. By the time they were done spanking me my ass was three times it's normal size it was so swollen! They beat my ass for probably two hours and I hardly marked at all. Let me tell you that it did hurt!!!!!!!!! We videotaped the whole thing and I will post it when I get a copy. I know that my Aunty is going to post it on spankingtube when she has it, too.
I am so grateful to my wife for making all of my dreams come true!!! I remember thinking that everyone that wrote a post about this lifestyle happening in their life was full of shit. But now I get my ass beat at least twice a week......and I could not be happier. What did I do in my life to deserve everyone of my fantasies to come true? I really don't know, but I do know when I have been blessed. Thank you my Wife, My Goddess, and my Aunty!!!

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Nervous as hell........

My wife, and my stepmom........(who now wants to be known as my aunt) are going to take turns literally roasting my bottom on Saturday. I will be over the knee for some of it; I will be secured on a spanking bench for some of it. I am nervous as fuck because I have been saying that I want this to be a real punishment spanking, with me crying real tears. Now, I am not so hot for this idea. Fear has started to worm it's way into my guts now!!! I will let you guys know what happens.

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Progress, not perfection.............

My wife has been giving me maintenance spankings once, or twice, a week now. However, I have avoided a punishment spanking by being good......meaning doing the least I can do without getting my ass beat. I want, crave, and have dreamed my whole life, to be severely spanked by a strict woman. My wife has not had a chance to do this because I am afraid of the pain. My dream is to be made into a frequently spanked, bawling, husband. I spend too much time topping from the bottom for her to ever achieve full rein of my discipline. However, I decided to change all of that and turn my life, and discipline, totally over to her. I got her a book to read on disciplining husbands called "How have your wife use Domestic Discipline on you or just spank you hard." by David Xzenre. She has read about a third of it and so far she likes it. She has not gotten to the part in the book where it describes how a discipline spanking should be given..........I may never sit again!!!
The whole point of this post is to say that I have finally found the woman who can give, and is willing to give me, the punishment I crave...............IT'S ABOUT TIME I LET HER DO IT!!! ;-)

Monday, July 29, 2013

The day draws closer...........

The day when my stepmother, who i have been bratting for months, comes to visit. i am going to get my ass blistered badly......i know that i promised to upload a video of the last time she was here, but i am not quite savvy enough to do so. so we are both going to do it. My stepmother and myself will upload the video of my spanking. Hopefully my Mommy will also blister my ass......i have been told that this beating will be spread out over several hours so hopefully i will cry!!! he is coming into town on August 16th. i don't know the exact day of my blistering. i definatly want to post this so that you know that i am for real.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

AWESOME!!!

I just ordered the paddles I have always wanted!!! I cannot wait to have them used on my unprotected ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will post a picture of the paddles.

Saturday, June 15, 2013

A challenging situation........................

My mother is going to be staying with us for ten days, starting Monday. My wife gives me two maintenance spankings a week...................we will have to figure out when to do them. I said I'm going to be a brat since I know she won't give me a punishment spanking while my mother is here. She told me that she would not hesitate to drag me into our room and beat my ass while my mother was in the house. Hmmmmmm.......I wonder if I dare find out if she's really serious?

Sunday, May 26, 2013

This is the first time...............

That I have gotten spanked twice in one day. I got my maintenance spanking and then, three hours later, I got another for bratting. The maintenance spanking have gotten progressively harder as time has gone on. God, I love my wife!!!

Monday, May 13, 2013

The gratitude I feel.............

My gratitude to my wife for making my every dream, fantasy, and desire, come true is beyond words!!! All of my life I went around thinking, fantasizing, and craving, a relationship like the one I now have. I have the relationship of my dreams with the most beautiful woman in the universe!!!!!!!! I spent my life looking at the odds of ever finding a woman who would give me the discipline that I need.....I knew the odds were stacked against me. Lets face the facts: for every thousand guys who seek a spanking relationship there is one woman. Maybe! I think that I have joined every spanking group on the Internet, and when I browsed through the members I found it was 98% guys looking for the same thing. Finally, at age 45, I found her:My Goddess, My best friend, My wife!!!
We started this journey as me being her Dom. I am still her Dom to the world, but she is my disciplinary wife at home. I now get two, or three, maintenance spankings a week. I have so far avoided the punishment spankings that I crave, but fear with all of my heart, by being on my best behavior. The true punishment spanking is a real dichotomy for me...............on one hand I desire, and crave, the release................on the other hand it scares the shit out of me!!! I'm reading a book now, which I will soon give to my wife, where the author says "Maintenance spankings should be quite severe until the wife gets 100% experienced at severe corporal punishment." I don't know if I want my wife to read that or not. I mean what would I do if she started to really lay it on to learn her skills as a disciplinarian? This is a real dilemma.

Monday, April 15, 2013

Progress...........

My wife is giving me two maintenance spankings a week..........more if I ask for them. She is helping motivate me out of my severe depression by leaving me a list of chores, which had better be done, everyday. So far I have managed not to get the dreaded punishment spanking, but it's only a matter of time before I slip up I think.

Sunday, March 31, 2013

It changes again.............


Yesterday my wife/little girl/ Mommy (we are switches) told me, as she spanked me over her knee, that she was going to assume the dominant role in our relationship for awhile. She said that she was going to give me two maintenance spankings a week and a punishment spanking when I'd earned it. She read me a list of rules, and chores, as she spanked me..............she told me the consequences of these things not being followed.
I have always desired, craved, and daydreamed about being a well disciplined little boy/husband......and now it looks like I am on my way. I am hoping she will stick to what she says, but we have had some false starts before. I think that she is really ready this time, though. She has a lady (my step Mommy), who we met on Fetlife, to mentor her through her learning process. I could not be happier!!! I will probably be making more frequent post on my blog since it seems I will have a lot more to talk about in the ass blistering department.......lol.
When I first started down this road I was pretty sure that it would be a heartbreaking journey. I knew the chances of meeting a woman who spanks were almost nil; I knew that the odds were way out of my favor. I have been a member of every spanking site I ever found on the net, joined every spanking group I could find,   read every story, post, or letter, that had/has anything to do with spanking............but, I had very little hope of finding what I read about.......what I thought about.......what I craved!!! Then I met my wife, who is by the way the most beautiful woman on the face of the planet, and everything changed. I was 100% the Dom at the beginning of our relationship, but over time, the power has shifted. Will it stay shifted? I don't know.........one day at a time we will find out.
     Thank you for sharing my journey with me.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013